attempting to create a place for my reverences that will include space for narrative about each one. this was an early note on my RiverGuide FB page:
…my current work in process is a reverence for the loss and longing associated with living in at least 21 homes over the course of my life. lately i’m realizing that being moved that much as a child made me love new people, and be adaptive, sure, but also regularly associate these new places with loss, grief, and sadness. i’d be moving on eventually, the tape loop plays! i did Somatica work with HR, Brian & Tomas around this a couple of weeks ago. i’ve shared this with jenny, lex and my therapists. friday night my dream life stepped in big time. then Sunday i danced 5 rhythms with Mati & Jessica & Brenda witnessing as i spent time with this old training associating the new with loss, disappointment, and rejection. suddenly i danced into the inspiration for this reverence and i could feel the beauty, connection & freedom seep into the places long occupied with sadness. cool stuff! stay tuned…